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The Decency

by Christian Morgan Brown

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1.
He gave up everything for just one chance to make it big. The doctors gave him 3 months to bleed the dream. We passively watched the scene, dying in vain in the name of poverty. We could have done anything, but couldn't take the blame. No one's gonna win his fight we keep spinning 'round and 'round and 'round when everyone swears theyre right we're all going down. And we're not gonna change our minds we keep spinning 'round and 'round and 'round 'cause we're not giving up our pride, we're all going down. For gold, silver, and God's glory or whatever dream of your own nationality there is one thing we can agree we would own it all. So we passively bleed the dream willing to kill for what we're taught that we need One day we'll find out we lived like kings with self-centered minds, and short little lives And no one's gonna win this fight we keep spinning 'round and 'round and 'round when everyone swears their right we're all going down. And I'm not gonna change my mind I'll keep spinning 'round and 'round and 'round 'cause I'm not giving up my pride I'm going down No, we're all going down.
2.
Kissa 02:37
Echoes replied to us Scanning the skies for our child Her voice eluded us Broken and lost in the wild Stumbling in a deaf darkness Under falling stars, please find the way home and smile on us - back in our loving arms again My Baby, where are you? When are you coming home? We nearly missed you Off in your distant descent How lucky you were to us If only for just a moment Sailing over the great horizon, you leaped so far to light the way home and sing to us from falling stars now. My Baby, where are you? When are you coming home? You're going home.
3.
Remember Me 03:17
In every sound that we shared from your radio like photographs kept in frames everything that we were, in vibrating air it's so clear, it's like we were there. Oh how it rained on that day that I left you a small comfort at best from the hole in your chest that I left when you buried me. But please don't remember me that way, remember me. 'Cause I'm not in this grave I'm in the rain. And within the bleeding heart in you here I am. So even though everything that you cling to now is gone. In every single tear, every smile, here I am. I was sick and afraid when I left you But don't dwell on that day, cause It's not who I am Let the songs and the rain remind you if ever you were to forget. Every second on earth I endured was heaven because you cared and a love like that doesn't die I know it from the tears in your eyes but I am not ashes, I am not dust I won't take for granted the time given us So if ever I'm sought in your prayers don't wish that I were still there look anywhere. 'Cause I'm not in this grave I'm in the rain and within the bleeding heart in you here I am so even though everything that you cling to now is gone in every single tear, every smile here I am So let go.
4.
On the short line, stuck in neutral stretched across the tracks just to wake you up While the bright lights and the ringing of the crossing clash trying to make you react But you don't feel you don't feel you don't feel when you don't feel In the green house stumbling down filled your eyes with tears And used to make you laugh And clinging tightly to each other when the floodgates cracked You couldn't hold them back Desensitized, anesthetized I just wanna die It's just a matter of time So whats the point of trying Gave up, drowned, and beating yourself down until it bleeds and you can finally see what it means to cry again When you don't feel When you don't feel at all If I could change it all I'd make you try I'd be right there To wake you up
5.
Confined 03:17
Why don't I believe you? Shouldn't have left you all alone My nerves don't hit the ceiling but they're crawling up the wall just call me on my telephone and tell me where you are 'cause all of this anxiety is pushing me too far again I'll tie you in chains if that's what it takes confined I'll tie you in chains is this all in my brain? Well I don't need the evidence I don't need to see you've always been so beautiful you're way too good for me It's only 'cause I love you so I've got this jealously I know there must be something more some place you'd rather be than with me But I'll tie you in chains if that's what it takes confined I'll tie you in chains is this all in my brain? You pull me in and kiss me and smile like nothing's wrong you tell me that you love me you're biting off my tongue but everything you say to me I swear is through those teeth the happiness you've shared with me I've shared in misery But I'll tie you in chains if that's what it takes confined I'll tie you in chains is this all in my brain?
6.
There’s a fire on the freeway and the radar says were going too fast There’s a sign around the corner by the cliffside says were fixin’ to crash We’ve got a killing combination of impulsive carnal chemistry You’ve got your hands off the wheel, my foot's pushing steel there’s nothing to slow us down Metal spinning, rolling I think were pulling for a twisted romance With the devil on our shoulders screaming “take it baby now is your chance” Staying faithfully within our lanes is such a trial at full speed So brace for the sting It's just like it seems in every way ‘Cause we crossed a line committed a crime now a part of us must die There’s a fire on the freeway and the radar says were going too fast There’s a sign around the corner by the cliffside says were fixin' to crash There are two kids in our headlights and they’re screaming "God we’re going to die!" And as they hit the windshield, see they look just like you and me in every way It’s impossible, unbelievable
7.
Track 7 01:07
8.
The Decency 03:20
Girl this game was over a long time ago You don’t know But I’m only here ‘cause I need you To be just a little less of a hassle for me And it’s easier just to let it fall apart Well I don’t wanna be the bad guy here So I’ll try to always work things out In such a way that I can say what you wanna hear Avoid all the tears and just leave you in the dark 'Cause what you don’t know it can’t ever hurt you I never did care, but I’d rather not hurt you I’m never gonna tell you about it Babe I woke up cheery with a smile on my face and I told you “I had a dream about you” And a girl, and she was everything you never could be She showed me exactly what I’ve been missing The skeletons are scratching at the door again And I’m screaming “Everything’s just fine!” Over them so I don’t have to be the bad guy I will just lie to you until it falls apart ‘Cause what you don’t know it can’t ever hurt you I never did care, but I’d rather not hurt you That’s why I’m never gonna tell you about it

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released April 18, 2020

All songs and lyrics written, recorded, produced, and mixed by Christian Morgan Brown.

Mastered by Alan Douches at West Westside Music

Album artwork by Reanna Guerard

Contributing Artists:

Sam Drella (vocals, trumpet)
Chuck Sabo (drums)
Robert L Smith (production, guitar)
Josh Sparks (drum composition)

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